Most people say being obsessed isn’t good. I’m not saying I disagree with it but I don’t exactly agree either.
Having something that gives you a reason to smile.. How bad can that be? Be it a person or an object; – sometimes I just think it’s okay, to some extent.
When I think about it.. Maybe it’s a good thing my obsession for something doesn’t last long. I get too into it and some of my mannerisms are similar to the person I showed an interest in. Though this mostly happens with fictional characters and TV characters.
Of course, in reality it’s different.
I’m not saying I copied the behaviours of my crushes. I’m just saying there used to be something that got me all excited and made my day brighter.
Now? That’s just gone.
Maybe it’s cause I haven’t found a new crush yet. But somehow.. Something’s telling me I probably won’t get as excited as before. Humans are still humans after all. We all have shitty parts of ours. Some more awful than others – maybe cause of certain circumstances or whatever..
But what I’m trying to say is that when it comes to fictional characters, you know them in and out. As much as the author would allow anyways. You learn about them faster and in an easier way. Hence why, I guess most people like fictional characters easily.
Oh my, we’re drifting away from the topic.
My point is, I’m kinda upset my obsession with a character doesn’t last long. Maybe not just the characters but also music or almost anything. Music for example; I like it for a day or two – a couple of weeks max. But then the spark’s gone. I don’t feel like listening to it until I’ve gotten the tune out of my head and forgotten about it. Though once in a while I will listen to it when I’ve remembered it after a long time. But even then, I’ll just listen to it for less than 20 mins before I get bored of it again.
It might be silly of me to compare that to being in a relationship with someone but I guess I can’t help but wonder..
I just hope I don’t lose interest in the person I’m seeing – if I ever do get in a relationship.
On a side note; I have a new character I like;
Please welcome… Namsoo Oppaaaaa~
He’s crazy passionate about the person he has an interest in. He would do anything for them. Always asking if they need help.