Me Vs Me #22

​I have these lil mini convos in my head to pass time. So here’s one;

When people repeatedly say they can’t get over their past and I’m still trying my best to get over mine..

Me :

Inner Me :

“Bitch, please stop. I don’t need any more negativity when I’m trying my best to get over my issues”

You don’t have to fake it 

This is to the new people I meet. Honestly, I find it amazing some people would pretend to care but when shit hits the fan – they run.

They get all close to ya, stick around and make you believe they’ll stay, but they don’t.

That’s the reality of it all after all. You may be thinking; then why bother to stick around me?

Answer’s simple. They’re using you.

Pretty sure it won’t take even an idiot to figure that one out. 

They milk you out for what you’re worth. Rid you of any information, anything that’ll aid ’em.

Now I’m not saying all the new people you meet are going to use you – just probably the majority, probably. 

Just keeping it real mate. Adults, most of ’em look out for themselves. 

If you think you can trust your new friends – then good on ya. 

Just remember,

Me And My Friends

Things to note;

Me : Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon

If there’s no moon sign, means I don’t know their moon sign

If there’s a number – it’s with a different person. Number 1 is different from Number 2.

Basically each gif represents a different person

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Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Cancer Sun, Taurus Moon(right)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Pisces Sun, Libra Moon(left)

Us three together ; Cancer Sun, Gemini moon & Cancer Sun, Taurus Moon & Pisces Sun , Libra Moon (In that order)

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Just encounters I’ve had with certain signs ;

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(female) & Pisces Sun, Leo Moon(the male being yelled at)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Sagittarius Sun, Capricorn Moon(the one that leaves)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Virgo(right) (1) #defnotsarcastic #notatall

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Virgo(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(the man) & Aries (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Aries(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Gemini(left)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Gemini(left) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Aquarius(left) (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Aquarius(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Sagittarius Sun, Cancer Moon(left)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Libra Sun, Gemini Moon(right)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Sagittarius(right) (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Sagittarius(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Sagittarius(right) (3)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Pisces(right) 

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Taurus Sun, Gemini Moon(left)

Sleeping In – Phil Good

We’re always sleeping in,
And dreaming through the morning,
‘cause waking up is boring.
Been livin’ in a fiction,
We gotta keep it going,
Ignoring all the warnings,

I strive to be the best that I can.
Our love is cheap without devotion,
So incomplete without emotions.
Somewhere away they’ve got a
Smile on their face,
’cause we are sedated.

Maybe we’ll redefine the motions,
Before we’re swallowed by the oceans

Changes

It’s amazing how I’ve changed so much.

Usually, whenever I have a grudge against someone it doesn’t last more than a day and I’m quick to forgive.

But I’ve changed in ways where I can’t be taken advantage of anymore. 

For some people, this is dangerous news. 

I’m more honest now and less loyal to people I know will leave sooner or later. 

I’ve woken up from this delusion that life is great and people don’t lie – when in fact they do. A lot. 

Why did I even think life was awesome when in reality it’s just crap?

Why did I think people would not take advantage of how nice I am?

That was just stupid of me. 

A fine example would be how I would always forgive my bratty lil shit excuse of a sister – no matter what she’s done to me. 

But now? I literally treat her the way she treats me. 

And my parents say I’m the bad one.

It’s amazing, really.

Just spectacular.

In fact, my mother loves to pick on every lil thing I do.

She claims I wear clothes that reveal my body when I don’t but my sister?

My gawd, she wears clothes tighter than a swimsuit.

And does my mum scold her?

Nope.

It’s a trivial thing but when she’s scolding me almost every day over small stuff, I really can’t help but get annoyed.

Oopsie daisy, it’s my fault ain’t it?

Nope. No it isn’t.

Getting scolding almost everyday is bullshit.

You only scold your child when they’ve done something terrible not when you instantly see them and just feel this need to scold.

That aside, there are times where I just forgive the lil brat to help her out but instantly regret it hours later.

So to everyone that has shitted on my life,