Me Vs Me #25

I have these lil mini convos in my head to pass time. So here’s one;

When a friend draws my character completely different..

Inner Me :

“Do not throw a fuss over a petty issue”

Me :

“I am not-” 

Inner Me :

Me : 

“Hugo(my OC) does NOT look like that!”

“Everyone’s character looks like whatever they wanted it to look like but mine looks so bloody different that I hate it. I drew mine the way I liked it. Then when he did that poster for our campaign, I couldn’t even tell my character was in the thing cause like I said; does not look like how I drew it

Inner Me :

“Well then just tell him, ya pussy”

Me : 

“I can’t.. Cause when I first saw it, it was already coloured and looked 75% done. He spent a lot of time and put a lot of effort into it as well. So how could I just say ‘hey, hate how you drew my character so can you redraw it?’ That’s a dick move, even for me”

Inner Me :

“Ahahahhaa you’re an idiot, you know that?”

Me :

“Huh?”

Inner Me :

“Listen, the answer is so bloody simple. It’s a wonder how you couldn’t see it in the first place. Since you’re soooooo offended by this, just redraw it on your own and claim you like this version of Hugo better. Simple as that”

Me :

“But then what about his efforts and-”

Inner Me :

“I don’t see how that’s your problem. He can use the original as his portfolio or whatever. But this story, includes you as well. Don’t see a problem in you ensuring your character looks exactly how you designed him. Besides, most people would have asked him to redraw but you’re nice enough to redraw it for him

—–

This is how I drew my character;

It’s a very basic sketch that needs a lot of touching up, but you try and tell me if the one below looks even remotely similar to the one above

The one he drew;

Jeez, one side of me honestly doesn’t give af but the other has it’s pride hurt or whatever. Sigh, such a pain the ass

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Me Vs Me #24

I have these lil mini convos in my head to pass time. So here’s one;

Love…

Me :

“What if I can’t love anyone?”

Inner Me :

“I already know who you’re going to blame for this”

Me :

“I-”

Inner Me :

“Save it”

Me :

“I just.. I want to stop thinking of her. Sometimes it works and other times… It doesn’t”

Inner Me :

“Would you fuck her?”

Me :

“What does that have to do with-”

Inner Me :

“Just answer the damn question”

Me :

“I guess not?”

Inner Me :

“Then she ain’t as important as you make her out to be. It’s as simple as that”

Me :

“That’s a shallow way of thinking but that’s not related to-”

Inner Me :

“So you want a life partner that you can’t get down with?”

Me :

“Sex has nothing to do with-”

Inner Me :

“So you don’t disagree with the life partner statement. Such a shame

Me :

“Okay, stop messing with my mind like this”

Inner Me :

“You call this, ‘messing with your mind’?”

Me : 

Yes. Maybe I’m weak enough to call it that”

Inner Me : 

“It’s not a maybe. It’s a definitely“.

Me : 

Inner Me :

“Suit yourself but let’s not forget that she’s shared stuff between the two of you to others when you’ve never done the same. When you had a problem with her, you’d complain to people about the situation, if it get dire, but you’d never badmouth her. What makes you think she’s never badmouthed you?”

Me :

//opens the door// “But I did badmouth her..”

Inner Me :

After she left. Many people do that under pressure. Pretty sure you were under the impression she wasn’t coming back and she probably isn’t. Hey, it still is wrong but just saying that you’re not the first to do that”

Me :

“You think she might have done that?..”

Inner Me :

“She probably did. But it’s just speculation at this point. We don’t have any proof or evidence that she did do that”

Me :

“….”

Inner Me :

//hugs// “It’s okay. You‘ll be okay”

Me Vs Me #22

​I have these lil mini convos in my head to pass time. So here’s one;

When people repeatedly say they can’t get over their past and I’m still trying my best to get over mine..

Me :

Inner Me :

“Bitch, please stop. I don’t need any more negativity when I’m trying my best to get over my issues”

Me Vs Me #19

​I have these lil mini convos in my head to pass time. So here’s one;

When I have to be friendly to certain people that backstabbed me..

Inner Me :

“They’re… ‘nice’, you know.”

Me :

“You sound like you don’t even believe your own words”

Inner Me :

“You know we have to. If we don’t, they might start saying things and causing trouble”

Me :