Me Vs Me #20

​I have these lil mini convos in my head to pass time. So here’s one;

Speaking to new people..

Me :

Inner Me :

Me :

Inner Me :

“Except that we’re screwed”


You don’t have to fake it 

This is to the new people I meet. Honestly, I find it amazing some people would pretend to care but when shit hits the fan – they run.

They get all close to ya, stick around and make you believe they’ll stay, but they don’t.

That’s the reality of it all after all. You may be thinking; then why bother to stick around me?

Answer’s simple. They’re using you.

Pretty sure it won’t take even an idiot to figure that one out. 

They milk you out for what you’re worth. Rid you of any information, anything that’ll aid ’em.

Now I’m not saying all the new people you meet are going to use you – just probably the majority, probably. 

Just keeping it real mate. Adults, most of ’em look out for themselves. 

If you think you can trust your new friends – then good on ya. 

Just remember,

Me And My Friends

Things to note;

Me : Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon

If there’s no moon sign, means I don’t know their moon sign

If there’s a number – it’s with a different person. Number 1 is different from Number 2.

Basically each gif represents a different person


Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Cancer Sun, Taurus Moon(right)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Pisces Sun, Libra Moon(left)

Us three together ; Cancer Sun, Gemini moon & Cancer Sun, Taurus Moon & Pisces Sun , Libra Moon (In that order)


Just encounters I’ve had with certain signs ;

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(female) & Pisces Sun, Leo Moon(the male being yelled at)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Sagittarius Sun, Capricorn Moon(the one that leaves)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Virgo(right) (1) #defnotsarcastic #notatall

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Virgo(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(the man) & Aries (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Aries(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Gemini(left) (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Gemini(left) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Aquarius(left) (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Aquarius(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Sagittarius Sun, Cancer Moon(left)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Libra Sun, Gemini Moon(right)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Sagittarius(right) (1)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Sagittarius(right) (2)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Sagittarius(right) (3)

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(left) & Pisces(right) 

Cancer Sun, Gemini Moon(right) & Taurus Sun, Gemini Moon(left)

Sleeping In – Phil Good

We’re always sleeping in,
And dreaming through the morning,
‘cause waking up is boring.
Been livin’ in a fiction,
We gotta keep it going,
Ignoring all the warnings,

I strive to be the best that I can.
Our love is cheap without devotion,
So incomplete without emotions.
Somewhere away they’ve got a
Smile on their face,
’cause we are sedated.

Maybe we’ll redefine the motions,
Before we’re swallowed by the oceans


It’s amazing how I’ve changed so much.

Usually, whenever I have a grudge against someone it doesn’t last more than a day and I’m quick to forgive.

But I’ve changed in ways where I can’t be taken advantage of anymore. 

For some people, this is dangerous news. 

I’m more honest now and less loyal to people I know will leave sooner or later. 

I’ve woken up from this delusion that life is great and people don’t lie – when in fact they do. A lot. 

Why did I even think life was awesome when in reality it’s just crap?

Why did I think people would not take advantage of how nice I am?

That was just stupid of me. 

A fine example would be how I would always forgive my bratty lil shit excuse of a sister – no matter what she’s done to me. 

But now? I literally treat her the way she treats me. 

And my parents say I’m the bad one.

It’s amazing, really.

Just spectacular.

In fact, my mother loves to pick on every lil thing I do.

She claims I wear clothes that reveal my body when I don’t but my sister?

My gawd, she wears clothes tighter than a swimsuit.

And does my mum scold her?


It’s a trivial thing but when she’s scolding me almost every day over small stuff, I really can’t help but get annoyed.

Oopsie daisy, it’s my fault ain’t it?

Nope. No it isn’t.

Getting scolding almost everyday is bullshit.

You only scold your child when they’ve done something terrible not when you instantly see them and just feel this need to scold.

That aside, there are times where I just forgive the lil brat to help her out but instantly regret it hours later.

So to everyone that has shitted on my life,

C’mon guys ( Killing Stalking Rant )

Okay, I need to rant. I held it in for god knows how long. I’m pretty everyone knows how fucked up Killing Stalking is. 

I’m quite glad seeing that most people are like ; 

But then there has to be some that are like “TAKE MY BODY SANG WOO” 

And I’m like ;

I get it. There’s something sexy about homicidal, hot boys. Like, they kill everyone but they love you only. But fuck me, if Sang Woo is like that. HE’S NOT. FFS, HE’S HURT BUM LIKE SO MANY TIMES. GUYS. C’MON. HE WOULD HURT THE FUCK OUT OF YOU. WHY DO YOU LOVE HIM?!

Unbelievable tbh.

Even after Bum confessed his love to Sang Woo, this is what happened to his LEFT FUCKING LEG ;


So all you Sang Woo lovers are telling me you wanna end up like this? Or what about this?

Just.. Wow guys. You really astound the fuck out of me. 

Look, if you’re going to bring up other homicidal characters – how about I give you an example of one that ACTUALLY LOVED THE PERSON HE LIKED? He even tried saving her ffs. He never once hurt her. 

Let me introduce y’all to Tate Langdon 

Yeah, a homicidal person

But at least he didn’t beat the shit out of the girl he liked and who liked him


He’s a ghost living in the house but Violet didn’t know that. But when she tried to kill herself, THIS is what Tate did;

He spent time getting to know her

And eventually, loving her with her loving him


I’ve got some NEWS for you, if you love Sang Woo and want to be in Bum’s position 

Honestly, Sang Woo ain’t a fucking saint. Stop showering a character like him with love and adoration. 

‘s what I want to do to people who love Sang Woo ;